It's hard to not feel sometimes
The pain, the anger, the resentment
They build up over time.
These conflicted emotions that course through your veins
With the pressure building up to push those feelings deep underneath.
The pressure to find a place
To hide these feelings
The ones you want to shout out the most
But know better than to let them out.
It's hard to not act on them and cry your lungs out
It hurts your very being to hide it.
As time goes by
There comes a time where you don't hide no more,
The pain within dies out
You understand those emotions
The confusion and anger turn into small ripples in the vast ocean of emotions.
They don't seem so frightening anymore,
Compared to the hell you have been through.
They seem like a picture you thought you understood
Until you turned it upside down to see the dark clouds hiding the rising sun.
- Samantha
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